Audrey. 15. Depressed and Suicidal.
"Sometimes the feelings inside of me get messy like dirt. And I like to clean things. Pretend the dirt is the feelings. This floor is my mind. That is called coping."
- Suzanna Warrenn (Crazy Eyes), Orange is the New Black (via larmoyante)




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"Other people are not medicine."
- It took me 9 years to figure that out  (via shante-atthedisco)








I felt my heart drop looking at this.

This picture is just so damn powerful…

who was taking the picture? why weren’t they trying to help him? what????

this is quite sad actually, you can see the carelessness in his structure. he doesn’t care that he’s about to die, he almost appears to be relaxed. and when it gets to this state of mind, that is the saddest state of mind. 

how can’t you reblog this..

this gave me goosebumps

"I was fifteen, thinking about unzipping my veins."
- Neil Hilborn (via forlornes)

There was a point when my psychiatrist have me a scenario. He said that, often, people want to escape the hardships in their life but they resort to the extremes. He said that no one wants to die, they simply want to relieve themselves of pain. As he finished explaining this, he looked at me and said, “Now, if I were to offer you a chance to get away from all of your pain by going to an island with all the people you love, would you still want to die? You would be given money, love, and happiness. I would guarantee you there would be no pain”. I looked at the ground for a minute, then looked back at him. I whispered, “I honestly don’t believe I deserve to be alive. Even with all of that, I think I would still want to off myself”. That’s the point when I truly realized how serious my mental illness was, and even my psychiatrist was shocked..

"If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don’t like. I had an old self that I killed. You can kill yourself too, but that doesn’t mean you got to stop living."
- Archie’s Final Project. Dir. David Lee Miller.  (via flower-bean)